The wind is blowing ridiculously hard outside. I have my door open so Daisy can go in and out. She loves that more than anything. She goes and sits by the door all primly and just observes. The kids in the complex are out right now, and going back and forth on their scooters, and she loves to just watch them go by.
I am in such a funk right now. I'm not sure where or how it started, but it seems as though everything's going all pear-shaped. I can't put my finger on what's going on. I'm not really interested in writing right now. I'm not really interesting right now.
I'm tired, and frustrated, and just kind of under a cloud right now. There's nothing really wrong per say, but it's all very blah. We had a good day at school today, but I just can't bring myself to grade the papers I brought home, and they really need to get graded.
The "hell breaking loose" that I referred to was the phone my mom got from her boss. They're downsizing, and so she either gets to keep her job and move to Mississippi, or she'll be laid off. She will find out sometime this week. That has a lot of implications. Even though we're all adults, one of the things it means is that I'll now be in the DFW area without family. My church is enough of my family to keep me from moving to Lubbock or Mississippi. But that means that every Christmas, every Thanksgiving, Mother's Day, Father's Day, etc...I'll be travelling.
Things are just all weird right now. Nothing dreadful or drastic, just weird. Forgive me if the posts are sporadic and/or more somber for the next few days/weeks/months...who knows?
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